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Update -Sigh-

Thu Nov 12, 2009, 10:51 PM

Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: Little Wonders - Rob Thomas
Watching: Project Runway (Don't judge me)
Eating: Gum -Nom Nom-

_{TUESDAY IS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
OMG!
D8

....Anywho....

Well as you all have probably already seen...
This has been a really hard week for me.

First my family and I had to drive through Tropical Storm Ida.
Our yard flooded and what-not. Ugh. I hate living on the bayou.

Second, my Matrix Thesis paper was due Today.
It didn't go so well, but I won't know what I made for a while...

Third, I've been without my medicine for two weeks now.
I am in so much pain that I want to scream!
D;

THEN, to add to it all, my dog died.
Bella passed away on Tuesday from unknown causes.
She was only 4 years old. Still so young.
It breaks my heart.
This house does not feel the same without her...and sitting here on the couch without her curled up next to me is something I'm really not used to.
Yes, she was just a pet, but whether you understand or not I personally feel that I've lost a member of my family.
It also pains me to see Kirby still searching for her.
He's never been without her and he's at a total loss.
He's even howling at night when we put him to bed, so he's sleeping in my room now.
:'<

For those of you who are interested (and for now...those of you who have a FaceBook)...
I DID make a slide-show tribute to Bella if ya'll want to watch.
I had to upload it to Facebook, 'cause WMG on Youtube hates me...
^^'
[link]

I'll upload it to Yahoo! Video later...but for now I'm just too tired.

Well...in other news...
I'm leaving tomorrow to go to Tennessee for the weekend.
I'll be back on Monday.
Just going to see mah cousins and spend some time with my mom.
It'll be good for us to get away....get our minds off of Bella.}

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_{♠ Real Name is Amber
♣ Nicknames are : Cysco, Luvy, Bunny, Fwiend, Am, etc...
♥ Birfday is November 17
♦ I will be 18 this year
♠ I am single, because I am shy, avoidant, tubbeh, and a dork....
♣ I very rarely note/pm other people, so if you are upset that we haven't talked in a while...please note me.
♥ I try to be nice, and really am a nice person. But I do not put up with ignorance and will give the blunt truth if the situation calls for it.
♦ I like dolls; BJDs to be specific. If you have a problem with my creepy little obsession get over it, please?
♠ I only have one BJD; she is an Elfdoll Sooah named Evangeline.
♣ I love ducks & Jack Skellington
♥ I believe Tim Burton & Dr. Seuss to be geniuses
♦ My goal is to become a therapist
♠ I love creating characters
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● Youtube : [link]
● Yahoo! Video : [link]
● Den of Angels : [link]
● Facebook (ugh) [link]}